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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Breaking point



this is how you can keep me awake in gp class.
1. if the teacher sits right next to me
2. if there's something to munch on all the time
3. if the topic is on terrorism, racism or poverty.

other than that? dont count on it.

have you ever felt like this before,
when suddenly you realised you cant feel anymore
when you start questioning the reasons for your existence
when you cant wait for night to fall
when you feel like you're losing grip on reality
when you're slipping away into your own world
when friends suddenly become faces
when you cant come to terms with the truth
when you cease to believe in yourself
when you, are your only confidante
when you're only company is solitude
when you begin each day by putting a mask on
and when you end each day hoping tomorrow will never come
you are the living dead.


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