assignments due tomorrow:
1. econs JC 2 common test essay [yes jc 2]
2. gp news commentary and summary
3. econs SIEAS project
4. pw interview questions.

ouh wells, i dont think i'll be well enough to go to school tmr.

and i'm going to cut my hair, again.

im hearing voices everywhere
loud angry shouts
soft whispers
they're always there
voices
used to be a distant sound
but they are nearer now
coming closer everyday
closer and closer and closer
until i cant run away
trapped within these four walls
day after day
get me out of here
i just want to get away
they refused
their grip tightened
these voices
wherever i am, they'll follow
they are hurting me
shouting, whispering
chanting, crying
they are killing me
to god i pray
let me go i say
leave me alone
this blank space
but still
the voices played me out
treated me like a doll
so god wasnt listening
he shut me out too
he left me to my own fate
until left with no choice
freed myself
eyes shut
hit the ground
mind blank
dead.

friends are just faces with names.