-be prepared, i expect you might be shock or just plain amused.

first and foremost;
hockey open was ultimate fun.
never smiled and laughed so much in ages.
so thank you ppl, and apologies if i were too harsh with my actions or words at some point.
you fellas made tpjc a more bearable place to be in. =)

my day was going great until i found out something i dont think im suppose to know.
and oh how it hurts.
and done bother asking what, you know i wont tell you.
and by coincidence or not, i got a message from alman.
'every night before you sleep, close your eyes and reflect on your day.. pray and thank him for the people that affected you positively..'
and so it begins..


i sat down and got thinking. why do we, in our moments of despair , always wonder why did our life turn out like this? why cant we be as happy as other people? why were we born? whats our purpose in life? what are we living for? well stop, just stop.
be thankful that we were born into this world, be thankful that we have come so far in this suppposedly 'harsh' world. dont think about what's lacking in your life instead think about what you have and be thankful to god.


everything will be okay now.
im older, but wiser.
dont question my actions or my words.
right or wrong, lets leave that to god.


what else may hap to time i will commit,
only shape thou thy silence to my wit.


if i seem different in any way from this moment onwards, then dont be offended.
in fact, get used to it.
bye now.

you have changed,
i dont know you anymore.
the hurt still lingers.
make it go away.