still summer?

under canopies with pickled red leaves and mottled brown trunks so wide you cant put your arms around it instead lean against it, it will take your whole weight plus the weight the weight of the world on your shoulders it is that strong believe me sudden chilly breeze shawl around your neck warm and snug walk along walk along a trail of footprints each step you take you're leaving abit of your past behind, those ugly bits that has been clawed on tossed around in your head played in your heart. deep reddish orange little heart-shaped leaves falling around you you try to catch a handful but they all seem to fall through your fingers like cupping sand they never stay do they love you then leave you they just fall right through walk faster now the past is catching up with you you want to throw it all away forget everything but the scars reminds us that the past is real its getting darker now can you see there's a mist clouding your vision you try to wave it away, waving away your future, hopes and dreams its almost dark so wave goodbye now.

only here for a moment; im not here to stay, so love me when im gone.

i speak no sense do i. you read but you dont understand. its okay i dont get myself either sometimes so its perfectly okayy...

what lies beneath;it doesnt feel the same anymore. awkward. out of place. remember when we all used to hang out and it used to be so perfect, so natural? well things dont fall into place animore, nothing is. and you have no idea how sad that makes me. you have no idea..

aaaaaaaaaanyway.. just now i saw this super slim gal with huge BOOBS. volcanic size you know.and she was wearing this stretchy fabric top just imagine omg. i was aghast. i so thought she was gonna keel over and fall flat on her boobs because of unstable equilibrim. hahaz. sorry this image is kinda stuck in my head i just thought if you read this it'll be stuck in your head too! =D im so sweet right.

bye now.