at home. studying, doing work, on a saturday. now why is that so strange?

wondering wondering wondering; can you see me? if i look straight at you will you look away? if i ask sweetly enough, will you stay? wondering wondering what would you say. only a distance away now, closer than we have ever been lately, awkward but somehow reassuring.dont speak but the silence is understood.we have all changed havent we not, out of hiding, like butterflies sprouting beautiful beautiful wings takes your breath away, leaves you speechless. can you still breathe? take lungfuls of air now, that insane giddiness is almost gone. but you dont want it to go away, you want it to stay. that rush of euphoria, leap up, catch those dreams hold it in your hand dont let go now, cos thats all you have, thats all you have.nothing's falling into place, the puzzle doesnt fit anymore wake up cold water been thrown on my face prickling my skin its a nice sensation though do we move on or do we stay on the track? what if a train comes by? do we step away or do we stay.step away stay step away stay dont think too much else your head will just explode. plunge into things head on first we'll worry afterwards but careful or we'll fall into nothingness and stuck forever with cold slimy darkness for companion that entwines us so we cant breathe. a light way above is that our saviour free ourselves kick the darkness away and fly up high until we reach that light and we can be free so come fly with me.

im suppose to be doing research on global warming so okay bye.