i do not trust anyone, do you?
its a fucked up world. when you thought alas, everything will be okay, things are looking up again and then something happens that hurts you so much inside, how can anyone live through this?
'always look on the bright side of life' you're fucking kidding me. what bright side? the damned sun that gives out harmful UV rays that causes skin cancer? hah.
i want to be a better person, i want to be nice, although 'nice' is such an overrated word, but heck im robbed of that chance.

read this article recently, adults raping young children or prostituting them in return for cash or simply the sick, sick pleasure they derive from it. and the accused include some of the parents of those young ones. if you cant trust your own parents, who the living hell do you trust? whats happening to the world. akhir zaman, really.

and btw, this is my damned blog. you people told me to get a blog so that you can keep in touch and find out what im doing and whatnots so dont you dare patronise me about anything i write in here. you dont like how i dress, the language that i use? then stop reading and get the fuck out of here. hypocritical nincompoops.

friends are faces with names. except for a handful. you place your trust in a friendship and you put your best foot forward just to have everything thrown back at your face. and you tell me i have trust issues. what a joke.

i'll be okay in a while.

do you take my friendship for granted?
do you expect me to be there for you all the time?
again and again, stop whining, get a life and move on.
i know you're stronger than that.
so can you be here for me now?
somehow, i doubt it.