shady business




Thursday, August 11, 2005

our lives has just begun



i cant remember when it was good
moments of happiness eludes
maybe i just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind
watching the flashbacks intertwined
memories i'll never find

so i'll love whatever you have become
And forget that reckless thing we've done
i think our lives have just begun
i think our lives have just begun

An i'll feel my world crumbling
feel my life crumbling
feel my soul crumbling
and falling away
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
i know i wont forget a thing

i wish to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same

all of the love we threw away
all of the hopes we cherished fades
making the same mistakes again
makint he same mistakes again

and i'll feel my world crumblign away
feel my life crumbling away
feel my soul crumblign away
and falling away
falling away with you

all of the love we left behind
watching the flashbacks intertwine
memories i will never find
memories i will never find.

you fall in love then out of love then in love again. round and round that same carousel until you cant take it no more, jump off and walk away from it all love turns to ice because of your cool disposure empty empty promises sweet nothings and snippets of comfort to give you temporary joy now then what that love constantly punctuated by fights, shouts, salty painful tears that claws at you from inside so sharp so sharp you start to bleed so painful you cry but noone can hear you and then you're okay again things are all sweet and perfect again oh but for how long? round and round love's carousel.

whoever said letting go was easy?
you're probably never going to see this but
all i want is for you to be happy so
all the best. =)
dontbreakherheartlikehowyoudidmine.


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