retained.
and im honestly okay about it.

i have something to say though. heads up people.

to you.
lady what is happening here? im utterly lost. i feel like im losing you bit by bit. i dont understand. why issit it so hard for you to make time to go out with us. and the next thing i hear is that you're having a field time going out with other people but when it comes to us, to me, you make it seem as if you're the busiest person in the entire world. why?whywhywhy? feels like im losing you. and you're like one of the most important people in my life, and now? i dont know you anymore. and im sure as hell you dont know me anymore either. you dont msg, you dont call, nothing, zilch. if i hadnt taken the initiative, then we wouldnt even be keeping in touch right now. have they clouded your senses or something? your so unlike you now. what happened. doesnt feel right anymore. the once in a few months outings(if im lucky), the occasional pfft hugs.where is my best friend, the lady who i used to cant live without. if this is your idea of friendship, then jolly well take it back. i rather be on my own.
(i think im going to regret putting this up but for now, i need to let the hurt out.)

to the rest.
save your comments. i mean it, dont tell me 'its okay' or anything along those lines cos honestly? you will never understand.

that said. pool is love.
and rock climbing? wouldnt know what i would do without it.
tpjc? screw you.

bye.