shady business


pfft

Saturday, October 15, 2005

and you fall to pieces everytime



hah. got my results back. retain? you betcha. =D promos is.. exasperating.
okay wait i cant smile and accept my fate. according to most people, i should be going round with a sad face, tears in my eyes and suicidal thoughts. so here ...=(((((((.
what the fuck is wrong with you people. one more 'are you okay?' and thats it, im getting out of here.
haha, friends or foes? i dont know, you tell me.

supposed to go to tjc open house to meet lina but yeah, ouh wells.
you can only depend on yourself and nobody else.

was thinking of skipping school and abandoning all my pw work but nahh, the least i could do is show up and stone.heyy i owe my classmates and teacher that much right? =).

the world's so vast dont you feel absolutely lost and insignificant just by looking at it? Explore, learn, go ahead and make mistakes for we are the masters of our own fate. I am the master of my own fate.

its funny how we dont know the people we were once so so close to. how we look at them now and we think of what has been, of what was lost and of what can never happen again. how did it come to this? how did we put so much distant between us that we cannot seem to hear each other anymore. Relationship, friendships, they just crumble right before your eyes and in your own bare hands and no matter how hard you try to salvage the situation, things seem bent on staying broken. how cruel. and you look at life with glassy teary eyes and it seems that everything's come to a standstill.

and no alman, im neither mysterious nor secretive.
how come you cant see through me? haha.
bye now, its been a rather hectic month hasnt it?. =]


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