ever done something which makes you truly happy?
those hobbies,interests.. whatever you call it.

drawing. that's it for me.
im not good at it but i love it. you dont have to be an artist to love to draw. some people like painting but i find it too bothersome too.. i dont know, messy?
just give me a pencil/charcoal and drawing paper and im as happy as i can be.
sketch,shading, all those textures.. from a blank piece of paper to a beautiful piece of art. and 'beautiful' doesnt mean you have to draw flowers, and rainbows or pretty sceneries and people. it can be anything, absolutely anything. anything, that you draw with all your heart and soul will turn out beautiful. doesnt mean its perfect though. =) aaah. its the closest to heaven i'll ever get. well,for now at least.

ohh and yes, the feel of the track under my rubber clad feet and the sun beating down on my back. and seeing people smile and laugh. sincere ones mind you. thats almost heaven too. almost.

i wanna get 2005 over and done with. lets start anew, cos.. just because.

bye now.

ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI NAZEERA BTE OMAR =D