my bro rushed into my room at 8 this morning saying the little is dead. he was referring to my lil hamster. =( the hamster i lovingly[i use this word loosely here] nicknamed monster. monster the hamster. been scouring my comp for a pic of him but aah only have it in the sis's laptop. but it looks something like this.

and the same brother unceremoniously dumped in down the rubbish chute. i wanted like a proper burial with rites and speeches and all. crap. and i didnt even like the little furball in the first place. =((. sorry monster. im a horrible hamster owner. i beg of you ppl, for my next birthday, DO NOT buy me anything that is alive ever again. to my bro and cousin, i appreciate the gesture but the poor thang is just gonna suffer in the end so please, no more okay? thank you. and to the little furball, farewell and im so so sorry. i really am.

enough morbid issues so tadaa! presenting nur sakinah bte nasir. hello little cousin. welcome.to a world where most people are stuck in the grey zone between good and evil, where darkness triumphs over light in most countries, where there exists mil/billionaires and tai-tais with too much money and time on their hands and yet they blatantly chose to ignore the 3/4 of the world's population shrouded in poverty, where we breath in air churned out from factories, exhaust pipes and the rotting smell of human deception,lies and treachery.

and yet, like all other humans, we have faith and we pray for the better. and our hope lies in the smiles of the innocent ones, in the laughter and companionship of those we call friends and at the end of the day, in the haven and arms of our loved ones. so welcome little one. =)

//how can you not smile when you look at her right? =)) chubby one with slits for eyes. chinese blood still runs i see! hah. weighs a ton im tellin ya.

//this child, dont hurt her with your words. dont hurt her with your actions. for she's fragile as fragile as the daintiest set of china, sipping from it on a sultry afternoon tea.