this is gonna be one jacked up entry.

ive had enough of you, you and you. [i havent come to the point where i start naming names so be thankful].
you're like a snarling witch now with pretty features turned grotesque arent you tired putting on masks everyday, why cant you see you're at your best when you're.. yourself.
and why do people cling on to something they know is gone? whywhywhy. leave it already. all the whining and the lamenting, enough.stop being so sentimental dammit.
you're annoying, pissing the life out of me so just stay away from me pleaseplease i know i said i'd be here forever, well i lied. forever doesnt last, dont you get it you emo fags.
im not nice, im not sweet, i cant bloody help it. and i'll wear whatever i want to. i know my limits, dont you dare tell me what to do or what not to do. you're more screwed up than i am. really.
and no you're not suffering or in the untangible web of depression. you're just melodramatic. WAKE UP.
and you, stop thinking and analysing things so much or your head will burst and the bits might hit my skin and its gonna burn and leave ugly marks like childhood scars.
grow up, stop fighting amongst ourselves, we're 18 godammit, not 14 nor 25. life's too short to be having cold wars just because we're all too petty and self-absorbed.
just shut up and get on with life la you morons.[myself included]

i could have put all of this across in a nice gentle manner or [points to the above]. i chose the latter cos the former
obviously doesnt fugging work anymore.

if you perasan and think the above was meant for you, then yeah it probably was. and if you dont want to geng me anymore aft this then okay, during recess we sit in separate corners and jeling2 each other and then when the bell rings we go home then tell our mummies kay? sheesh.

-we need to be constantly reminded that there are greater sufferings in other parts of the world. parts that you and i are lucky enough not to be born in. parts where we watch our loved ones die due to causes that are too big for the mind to fathom.parts where poverty is a norm and not a rarity. parts where they feel thankful to have lived another day to watch the sun rise and set. parts where they would be euphoric to have the things we take for granted. so think of that and be thankful-

you;stop being so nice and sweet and at peace with the world when i knoe there's so much more going on beneath that calm and happy disposition.

cool as cucumber my ass la.