outing with farah and rau to town. and well got talking abt our exes. i hafta say, rau's one is the funniest shite mann. geez, come to think of it what we mentioned were prettay hurtful stuff. =/. guilt trip! haha. laughed ourselves to tears.laughter is seriously the best temporary medicine.

rau: i waited for him to commit suicide, but never die die sia

[or something to the like of those lines haha]

ahh. thats the spirit. =D. then again, touchy issue cos....

bon voyage; think about the smiles that yesterday brings.

send sab off to south africa yest night. flight leaves at 2 am but instructions were given to go in at 11.15 pm. whooa. me, naz and sab herself was kinda nodding off to sleep every once in a while. see, this is why we cant go clubbing [religious issues aside please] , cos other peeps would be partyyin away and i would be dozing in a corner.there goes money spent for the cover charge. nyaha! yes with the music blasting off and all. in retrospect, i guess this is a form of deterrent to clubbing for obvious reasons. but heyy, i have good friends who club/drink/smokes and im fine with that as long as you're not doing something so blatantly brainless like drinking before the prelim lit paper and making me, okay us late for it due to my efforts to prevent you nincompoops from getting drunk [not that that was the cause of the abysmal grade that i attained]. but shucks i miss them still. and i miss yuanzhen and his indian slang. hah now thats random. and i miss my a01 class. outing soon ait ppl? i'll organise one [with help from you ppl of cos, im not superwoman,though i aim to be =)]

im really staying in jc for good arent i?
so much for following your heart huh.
heart's being an absolute bitch right now.

and hey decluttered my room jusnow. and i discovered an old notebook full of whattodos,shopping lists,homeworks which i neva got around to act doing, and little short ramblings, angry,whimsical useless pieces of writings. here's one:

fluffy pure white clouds distorted with a maddening suddenness into grosteque creatures dangled from the angry gates of heavens by tightly wound cords round their scaly necks, cant breathe, choked these skies will scare away the human child so come away, wipe those tears and look up. for the sky's a brilliant blue again and those monsters? innocent burst of candy white clouds in place so what were those horrible creatures? those my dear child, were the illusions of a mind tortured into insanity.

btw, i do melancholic, definately not emo. =)