Sunday, April 30, 2006
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going...
heh go where?
am at other house now binging on pizza. nyehh. cos comp at my house died no thanks to god knows who.
-do you knw that i can finish 2 reg pizzas all by myself? betcha didnt!-
we went ahead and ordered them without gettin approval. uncle unexpectedly came home so we stuffed dem boxes under the pillow. haha!
i wanna get a new phone. a haircut? hana says my hair's too shaggy. hell whats that suppose to mean? i want a rad one. the hair's gettin boring and too girly.
a few years and we're at a standstill.i know they say you're no good for me but what do they know right.
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but i know better. i know the type of person you are. you could ruin me. broke my defenses then i bet you could do it again if you wanted to but i wont let you.im not that naive girl anymore. its amazing what a couple of years can do. older but wiser. i wont let it happen again. 'we have history' you said. thats just it boy, what happened in the past remains in the past. we'll never completely move on until evrything's been wiped clean, evry question, every statement, all the curiosity's been served like the opening of pandora's box. but still i flirt with the idea, tasting it at the tip of my tongue, catch it before it drops. i know whats the right thing to do, whats good for me... but do i want whats good for me? i honestly dont know.