Saturday, June 24, 2006
there's this lightbulb that just went on in my head. ive always associated cigs with scums of society, people who have a vendetta against their own lungs. but i realised my folly, since my younger days [fuck im not even 18 yet, THIS IS my younger days] ive had girlfriends who's into the whole shite, booze,cigs and yadayadayada [no nazlinasab not you 3] and im not down with that, the twist here is... they dont think its cool either and yet they still indulge in those vices. why? their reasons are theirs to keep and im not at liberty to say. whats my point? ... at the end of the day, it all boils down to their character, they may not carry themselves well which you know will prompt people to form negative opinions and heyy! wadever rocks your boat mann cos im guilty of this too, but try and look beneath the surface, judge all you want but when you actually get to know this people you might be in for a surprise cos you realise underneath all those grunge-ness and idontgiveashite attitude, they're actually pretty cool people.
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to those ive made bets with in order to encourage you to stop smoking im not gna take it back, i still think its wiser to stop but heyy do it only if you want to. and if ive put any unnecessary pressure on the whole matter then i'd just like to say im sorry as hell uhh. i judge too soon and too mucch, my bad.
ima teenager, im suppose to sin, its like a social responsibility, we're all going to hell anyway [omg what you didnt know?!? tsktsk =DD] so enough of the preachings. im not exactly wayward and i do know and practice the basis of my religion and if you pray 5 goddamned times a day then alhamdulilah good for you.. but i like my almost-reaching-the-sin-quota life just fine. if you have anything to say about this.. dont. fucking keep it to yourself cos im not interested to know.
i'll post gambars-gambars from khai's birthday up SOON when my comp decides it doesnt wanna make an ass out of me anymore.
have a nice day ya'll. =)