Sunday, July 16, 2006
baybeats was alright. crowd was prettay tame considering the circumstances. we have such uptight policemen dont we? i say if you cant beat dem rowdy kids, you join dem!
hahha.. makes me wna renounce the good ways. its moments like these that blurs the line. one tiny tiny slip up could cost me-down the path of no redemption. aaand thats why i prefer the path of abstinence. but this path is so fucking predictable that at times, i wna chuck it all away and relive those moments again. moments of heedlessness.. plunging headfirst into abysess of reckless foolish carefree ventures. yeaa we'll prolly regret it later but heyy just for the adrenaline rush we get, its worth it uh. [and im not talking abt sex la you fucken sholes with minute brains]
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thats when i thought of the boy who would have totally rocked my night had he been there. the one whose spontaneous.. who like me, doesnt think. the one who lives for the moment. the one who's wasting his life away. the one whose advances i now reject because i know i dont wna go down that path again. the one i now care for as a friend. the friend id like to catch up with and have an endless conversation of the silly times back in those days without revisiting old feelings and opening old wounds.
aite.. ive got a book to read and not one, not two but THREE lit assignments to do.
thank the lord for good ol boring, predictable jc life. =D
relationships baby? are not my thing. =)
mak aku kata kene study hard first then go uni then can.