Saturday, August 26, 2006
ever heard of magic markers? well mine's a little different. you sit in a tight ball tighter tighter legs all drawn up tucked neatly beneath your chin and you draw doesnt matter if your hand's unsteady your hold all shaky what matters is that you need to complete it complete what you started so i touch the tip of the pen to the ground nope no paper just the cold ground and i start.. hand a little unsteady one continuous line going all the way around me boxing me in and you know whats the magic of the marker?
the magic is that the moment the ink is released it also releases this force field that shoots up right to the sky. can you imagine it in your head? this powerful force of dazzling blue. so thats why i drew a circle around me a close tight circle because that will be drawing a shield around me too this shield of mine? lets in nothing absolutely nothing keeps me out of harm's way see aaahhh but there is a catch there's a lways a catch to things isnt it this shield doesnt let anything within its boundaries out either, no love, no light no nothing.
and thats why i didnt draw a full circle i didnt touch the tip of the line back to the starting point i didnt complete what i started i left a little gap, just enough for redemption.
and just so you were wondering, my birthday was the best ive ever had =)
and the company was wonderful.. so i thank all who were present and all those who made my day with their well wishes (and gifts! =D).
in err chronological order?;
brother
sister [bro beat her by a few seconds which pissed her off haha!]
my-selle =))
ariff [fiancee!]
naz [bestest baby =)]
yanto [youre my beacon of light too]
amri [greatest one of all ey? =)]
ahmad malek [cutest jew around]
syafiq [slamdunk supplier]
almano [practise moderation]
lina [mY anugerah]
saz [hello there ex bf]
dilz [sayang ini shortyy]
jo [my favourite ah lian]
rina [big hug!]
sahu [my favourite tkgian =D]
jo [yes.. AGAIN]
hafizah [stop singing dammit]
fatin [ill try not to skip school nemore]
chia! [favourite mixed fella]
samir [5 years and counting bro]
farahdee [for the phonecall =)]
raudah [hello baby]
padi [eh cousin wheres my present?]
robo [eh setan =D]
dilz [ahaha again]
sopmeh [ for remembering =)]
sabanana [beloved putehh]
siti [for old times =)]
mich [you next year then wish me uhh. love you still!]
and to mich/jo/sahu/rina/fatin. heyy maciks (its spelt this way dont ask) thank you so much for making that video. lovelovelove.
to the classmates who i can now proudly and happily call friends thank you for the pizza cake! =)))
and i may have left out some people but just know that im thankful all the same :)
getting older never felt this good.
