Thursday, October 19, 2006
my life aint all sweet and peachy. i hate learning and finding things out about the past cos it never fails to reduce me to an emotional wreck. i feel so emotionally distant; an extra standing on the sidelines watching all the events unfold one after another and knowing for a fact that i cant step in to save anything. time and again i have questioned myself, what right do i have to this relationship, or to any relationships for that matter.
and for this i salute a dear friend, for trying so hard to close himself up in terms of emotions. may be perceived as an act of cowardice to some, but at the end of the day, we're just trying to save ourselves from more unnecessary hurt.
no pain no gain? i just hope the gain is bloody well worth all the pain.
MOVED. no worries i wont completely abandon this space, the holder of many memories, good and bad.
i'll just be shuffling back and forth from this space to that, until i feel the need to settle down to just one.
bye!