Monday, December 04, 2006
peeps have resorted to smsing me in context to the content of my blog because i dont have a tagboard. haha funny. i dont intend on getting one so whatcha gonna do huh? -_-
i cant afford regular lengthy updates on my life because seriously who cares anyway? i dont.
life's revolving around work and khai. i would love to say work, khai, family and friends but the latter 2 have been very vauge recently. family's.. family. and friends? i hope they're alive and well. i dont see them much anymore and i dont know why.. there was the 'studying for A's period' and then there was 'The A's period' and then came along 'pre-prom preparations' and then ta-daa 'prom!' from the first to the last i havent been seeing alot of them and now that everything's over i still aint seeing much of them. and some arent even sitting for their A's this year/are in poly/JC1s so wassup with that man?
its things like these that gets me down when you look forward to those gatherings and outings because they're so fucking rare but either something or someone fucks up and ruins the pretty picture or the day doesnt even come at all. all talk mann.. all talk. and its even worse when the only updates you get on their lives are via their online outlets or other people's online spaces. and you realise that hey! they're busy afterall.. looking for jobs, hanging out with their schoolmates, funnily enough its people they see day in day out and you wonder why they cant squeeze in a minute of their hectic schedule to meetup with old friends whom they havent seen for ages but well who cares right when you just know that these type of friends will always be there for you despite you not having met them for ages. this group of friends you've had for years so you're sure they'll understand. but thats the thing see, they dont.. i dont.
so.. still got my back?