we missed the few who couldnt make it thats fo sure.
and now im down with a bad cold for the past godknows how many days. i bet the schoolwork's pilin up, but you know what they say.. what you dont know cant hurt ya.
fun aside,
personally i dont feel setting an ultimatum to things is the right way to go about living your life. say.. 'this is a new start and i dowanna screw this up' or 'he/she's the one so i wanna/hafta make this relationship work'. it just creates unnecessary pressure on yourself, that will eventually be mentally and eventually draining ya know? you shouldnt set an uncomprimising statement like that to anything, relationships, academic life, friendships.. life.
how does that work really. when you say you wont screw up anymore because you've committed too many mistakes? that scenario's too surreal isnt it. life aint gonna be all sweet and dandy, you're still gonna continue making those mistakes, you're still gonna fall flat on your ass from time to time. i guess the only difference, if any, is that you're wiser now then you were back then. so when you make new mistakes or the same ones all over again.. you learn how to handle the situation better, and when you fall?
you learn how to pick yourself up.