shady business


high school never ends.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

i have this vehemous repulsion against people who are boyfriend/girlfriend-oriented. when things with the other half are sweet and dandy, the whole world can tell just by looking at their cheerful-everything's peachy disposition. but when there's trouble brewing between the two (lovers tiff ahh pffftttt kanasai) suddenly they're at war against the whole world. you ask them a question nicely, you get a curt retort, they suddenly cancel going out plans at the very goddamned last minute because hey i just had like a bug huuuuge fight with bf last night and im an emotional wreck now and my life is complelety ruined.

even worse? when its your own blood doing it to you. its like there's this 2 sides to em, the diabetic sugar sweet one on the phone with the boyfriend and this monster of a human being that snaps/rants/curses you to oblivion.

when there's an alarmingly wide disparity between the way you treat your boyfriend and the way you treat your family/friends.. then hell, your priorities are seriously screwed.

and why the title high school never ends? (thats a song from bowling for soup by the way.. me likey) well because, bowling for soup got it spot on. those politcs in school, those gengtakgeng shiiite in primary school never completely leaves us, we engage in it in secondary school-the level of innocence slightly tarnished, and then to the next instutition we head into, in my case jc and those politics are taken to a completely new level. hypocritical two faced baffoons, those blur ones who get picked and trampled on, the ones who are abso reliant on other people you wonder where their backbone went, and people who simply dont give a damn and have already grew out of this phase sayy.. 4,5 years ago?

you either let it get under your skin or you let it bounce off you. the latter's a far safer bet but its harder to accomplish. but i wouldnt put it down to the world is so sad and we cant trust anyone anymore.. cos sometimes you just need to put all these animosity and childishness aside and well, grow up. we've been at it from primary school to sec school and to jc, thats what 12 years? this crap is gettin ol' isnt it.

just shutup and go study for your a's laa.

ps: if i was studying as much as i was dancing, damnnn.....

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