Tuesday, July 03, 2007
some people are seriously testing my patience. i wish i was more like you, happy and content with life. but hey im not, and why should i be? with pretentious shitheads like these in life, why in the bloody hell should i be.
i detest friends who think i dont make time for them. i dont even fucking have time for myself you fughead, why in the world would i purposely cancel meetups with you, am i the sort who throw friendships out of the window when im onto greener pastures? dumb asses.
fuck school.
and one more time a girlfriend whose boyfriend is serving ns tells me 'ns sucks..' with that godforsaken expression of theirs, expecting me to hit em back with a reply along those lines.. i'll smack you dammit. yes khai is serving NS, yes i do admit it really tests me sometimes, but goodlord the men cant help it.. they didnt actually volunteer for this 2 year stint you know. they have men for company for most of the week, made to slog their guts out day after day under the merciless sun, get 'compensated' by a measly sum of money each month, missing out on life outside ns, losing touch with news and current affairs & to top it all off, having to deal with a neurotic obsessive biaaatch of a girlfriend.. i dont think this is anybody's idea of fun. we whine and rant and complain because yeah, it isnt easy for us either having to cope with their absence.. but imagine if our roles are reversed, and the ladies instead of the men are chucked into that hellhole (with no other options mind you).. damnn i rather be the abandoned,neglected girlfriend anytime than be an errNSwoman?
you've got problems with your boyfriends? if the relationship means somethin to you, then work out the kinks together and pray for the best. if not, i dont have to spell it out now do i.
on a less angsty, pmsive note, happy tenth to us! ((: